*~Meth~*.I have done meth for 20yrs now and by no means am I proud to disclose this information!! I was 18 when I started,now I'm 38 and yes still very much addicted:(!! It is very addicting and not worth even trying that one time.If I would have know then what I know now I would have never even tryed it once.But back then you didn't hear or it wasn't really talked about because it was not the major choice of drug,cocaine was.Meth does not descriminate...once it has you its gonna be a long,miserable,F~UP ride with the "Devil" right by your side. You lose the true you,whats inside your heart and what you could have become or accomplised in life..and possibly even more than that..its pure evil:(!!I have to commend all who have won the fight:)I wish I had your strength or the money for rehab but 20,000 or more a month for in-patient what drug user can afford that??? So why is treatment so expensive??? I know I would like to get treatment but I need in-patient that I can't afford and I know out-patient isn't for me...also...I'm a total failure on my own:(!!So what's a drug addict to do????