While doing his Sharkey-Fitzsimmons research, Shelton uncovered a letter that Earp wrote in 1909 to old Tombstone pal Bat Masterson —another legendary Wild West figure who improbably spent the final three decades of his life as a sportswriter. Earp insisted that he never would have thrown the San Francisco fight for money because he was flush at the time.

"At the time of the Fitzsimmons-Sharkey fight, I owned and raced a stable of thoroughbreds on the tracks at Oakland and Ingleside," Earp told his old associate. "Take my tip, Bat, and never referee a prizefight. It's a thankless job, and you're sure to make enemies no matter how fairly and honestly you may act."

Chris Shelton doesn't buy it.

Shelton with Queenie, a black Lab 
he considers a dear friend.
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Shelton with Queenie, a black Lab he considers a dear friend.
The controversial 1896 San Francisco prizefight that involved Wild West legend Wyatt Earp has captivated Chris Shelton.
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The controversial 1896 San Francisco prizefight that involved Wild West legend Wyatt Earp has captivated Chris Shelton.

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Dennis Taylor of ringsideboxingshow.com says he holds Shelton's research abilities in high esteem.

"His passion and obvious enthusiasm for history makes it entertaining for us and for the audience," Taylor says. "With boxing stories, you hear them a million times, and you tend to accept them as true. Christopher doesn't take anything at face value, which makes him somewhat unique as a boxing historian. Unique is actually a good word to use to describe him as a person, and I mean that in a good way."


This is not the story of a man who "beat" serious mental illness.

Yes, Chris Shelton has found an unlikely niche in this life by immersing himself in the nuances of boxing antiquity.

But Shelton's substantial day-to-day problems are not about to vanish because of vigorous intellectual activity and attention to minute historical detail.

He has to check in regularly with his caseworkers at Magellan Health Services, the firm that contracts with Maricopa County to provide behavioral-health services for thousands of local residents. He goes on and off psychotropic drugs, saying, "I don't like being a zombie — being numb to things — the weight gain, the sleep problems. It's not a win-win situation for me."

Shelton tries to make do on about $600 a month in disability income provided by the state of Arizona. The government pays two-thirds of his rent because of his mental disabilities, and he remits the remaining $192, which leaves him with about $100 a week to cover the rest of his needs.

He eats many of his meals for free at a nonprofit day center called CHEEERS (yes, with three Es). Near 19th Avenue and Indian School Road, the center also provides the seriously mentally ill with a safe haven, self-help programs, a computer with a working web connection, and a nice pool table.

CHEEERS is funded mostly by a contract with Magellan.

Shelton lives in disarray at a west Phoenix apartment complex that won't be featured in Better Homes and Gardens. Actually, his funky second-floor unit would be a better fit on an episode of Hoarders.

Shelton spends hours there squatting in front of his laptop computer (a gift from friends) on his living-room floor. The Internet connection at the complex is sporadic, which frustrates him endlessly.

Several large cardboard boxes that are overflowing with his boxing research, books, and memorabilia dominate the living-room décor.

The word "messy" is a gross understatement, yet Shelton's apartment is devoid of furniture, other than one rickety lawn chair. He sleeps (though not much, he says) on a floor mat in what passes as a bedroom.

"This isn't exactly living the good life," Shelton says, "but it's my life."

He is a gracious host, happy for the company and the opportunity to discuss boxing history.

"It's what keeps me going," he says. "This thought has grown in me that you have to have a goal and a dream, and that sometimes it takes years to get there."

Those precise goals and dreams are difficult for Shelton to define.

"You remember The Truman Show?" he asks, referring to the existential Jim Carrey movie about an ordinary guy who discovers that he's a prop in a popular reality-TV show, and subsequently tries to escape into the "real" world.

"I can relate to the Carrey character, who wants to open that door and sneak out and face a real future, no matter what it brings. I am more than just some diagnosis. I can have a life, too."

Shelton is quietly proud that he has turned himself into a legitimate boxing historian — a contender, if you will — with a sense of purpose that had eluded him for a lifetime.

Still, his day-to-day struggle remains lonely and difficult.


Chris Shelton answers directly when asked whom he counts on most in his life.

"I have the most interesting support system you can imagine," he says. "I have people out there who want the best for me. I know that."

First, he names a young woman he describes as his "sister," a medical student from Turkey named Ceren Sultan Altay, whom he befriended on Facebook several years ago.

(Ceren seems to be a real person. She sent New Times an e-mail, writing, "I never accept 'friend' requests from strangers, but Chris had sent me a kind message and asked me about Turkish rock groups. Then, we started to talk about Turkish rock singers, bands. I realized that Chris knows lots of things, and I wanted to benefit his experiences. We shared many things with each other. We know our lives deeply. We have never seen each other, but he is the biggest supporter of me. When I am about to give up, he immediately makes me refocus on the things I have to do. When I go into some difficulties, I just share [them] with Chris because he also shares some points of his life and says, 'Tomorrow, you start again. Never give up!' I'm a strong girl standing on her feet, but sometimes I need a stronger person to be supported by . . . Chris is a saver and supporter for me.")

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Carl Toersbijns
Carl Toersbijns

Excellent story and enjoyable to read - sure gives you another opinion of the SMI and how functional they can be and are in many cases. HIs reality with life is both inspiring and educational for those who are SMI and wondering what the impacts are for having the illness. Thanks for a great story and a great read Paul.

odyssey
odyssey

uuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, 'lord' thank you so much, still giving a chance to 'drugusers" to stay alive!!!! we lost so many humans, since earth exist, for many many common sense and worthly reasons, i see, even drug user like shelton want to share their lil crazy thoughts from their mind, and acting and thinking its funny! they' should be thankful to god, that they/he didnt die, by toxicating its own body!

but an article written without positive interest/lust to the public and consumers, like schitzo himself Dave about 'shelton" where every non drug user, perhaps drug user would and lost attention, interest, reading and reading without an ending-statement, ruined morning breakfast and coffee for my ass, I had to smoke one on this shit...

Non profit Editors, they say: " they truely are the best, because the dont profit/use of people... But not in this case, this editor I assume went to school and hated his major/editing, cause he obviously does not know when to stop! gets paid some some good good maybe bad bad money, but thats not how you keep your readers

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mat
mat

Hey you guys check out Yahoo news.... they have had a link to this story every single day for the last week. Yahoo likes meth. Either that or this Chris person is givin a BJ to somebody over there so he can sell a book about his trials and tribulations as a meth warrior. LOL

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horace pendragon

Meth heads are in a class all thier own, abased women are thier handlers, if I knew subhumans were held in such high esteem I would of started a religion instead of a Riech!

Ajuliagulia
Ajuliagulia

I have a history of typen1 Bipolar Disorder (aka manic depression). I can tell numerous stories of my stays in psychiatric hospitals with serious delusions of grandeur. Aside from the disasterous effects mental illness took on my emotional well being, one of my biggest concerns was that I wouldn't be able to have children.

Then in 2003, I disovered a multivitamin from truehope {dot} com. It's called Empower and it has enabled me to have two babies. Since going on the vitamins in early 2003, I've taken no psychiatric medication and have had no problems with mania or depression (not even post partum). My psychiatrist told me that it wouldn't work but I'm delighted to report that he was wrong.

A medical doctor is trained to use medication to treat health issues of the mind and body. They have no training in vitamins and alternative methods of treatment. It would be great if someone could coordinate an FDA approved study on the effectiveness of vitamins in treating mental health issues but sadly, that would cost millions of dollars and pharmaceudical companies aren't interested because there's no money in it for them to do studies on vitamins.

Elizabeth Gullikson
Elizabeth Gullikson

I'm not letting my disorder get me either! I have rapid cycling bipolar disorder w/ psycosis, & PTSD. Friday I am going to sign up for boxing or MMA training, Ive been told its a great outlet from your day!

Michele Dahl
Michele Dahl

Chris, I absolutely loved this article. Thanks for sharing your life story and putting it out there for us all to read and relate to. SHAME ON MAT! (If you paid attention Chris lived in seclusion in his meth days and to be quite honest you did not recognize the fact that someone with his disadvantage quit the drug, thats quite an accomplishment. Chris deserves recognition in a positive way here not your critical views. We have seen perfectly coherent people do horrible crimes so you really have no leg to stand on and nothing was mentioned in the article about unkind acts, only the mans trials and tribulations) I had the pleasure of being Chris' classmate at Central High School & he was a most kind and gentle soul. Always pleased we took time out to chat with him and he seems to be a person that requires very little from others than some friendship, I am happy to oblige. Chris is always the first to offer support to me and another mutual friend from high school, he pays attention & it's nice. Nice makes the world go 'round.. For a person to still be so connected with old friends says alot about a person. There are many more positive life experiences for you Chris because you are thirsty for it, so drink up my friend. You need some support just give a shout out...you know how to get ahold of me. We all need to be supported and lifted up at times. You should be proud how accomplished & independent you are given the circumstances of the meds they put you on. You didn't ask for this and you are coping to the best of your ability. Unfortunately the states system is not the best & you get shuffled. For this I am sorry. Rock on Chris!

mat
mat

Hey Michele ...no worries New Times removed my constructive non vulgar comment criticizing Mr. Shelton and the journalist who wrote the article.

mat
mat

I caused you to write all that...i feel so powerful !

John Severs
John Severs

May not have stopped Chris, but it's stopped a lot of folks who are locked up in jail.

ADIS1224
ADIS1224

GOD BLESS U Chris Shelton

mat
mat

Interesting the article quotes him as someone "who didnt hurt people" but he actually did put many people in danger. You mean to tell me this ass klown never stepped into a car during his meth addition? He didnt go anywhere or talk to anyone and you believe it? Does he have children? Typical liberal journalism missing the point that you dont need a gun to be a danger to innocent people. Also, the author finds it necessary to mention this persons race. Liberals always preach lets not judge / identify people by race then they say "hey look at the black man crossing the street"... why isnt he just a man? Very typical hippo sized hypocrisy.

goosemeyer
goosemeyer

Matt, I agree with everything you said. I am going to add something to what you say. He didn't go anywhere or talk to anyone? Did the meth magically appear? He didn't hurt anyone? Other than injesting poison, he also kept a drug dealer in business. The same S.O.B. that supplies meth to children. Just a word to this wonderful and thoughtful SMI gentleman. You are and ignorant self-centered bastard.

mat
mat

Thanks Goosemeyer .. i appreciate it. If you check out Yahoo news they have had a link to this story every single day for at least the last week. Very strange.

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Walter Concrete
Walter Concrete

What exactly is a mental illness? Thinking that is not socially acceptable to all the "normal" people? What are the scientific factors that determine mental illness? There are none. What treatments have been shown to cure mental illness? None. You can't treat or cure something that doesn't exist. So, treat it with psychoactive drugs? There you go. They numb the neural pathways until the symptoms go away. Psychology is not a science nor does psychiatry do anything but push drugs.

mark v
mark v

who wants people to find purpose, in winterhaven ca.and yuma,az where do they want people to find purpose? GOOD for Chris Shelton that he can live unmolested and unhindered, not so in yuma,az and winterhaven,ca where people who are not mentally ill are discouraged from being mentally healthy and alert,and sort of forced into depression and mental illness, GOOD for Chris Shelton, keep up the good work and GOD BLESS

J M
J M

At least he has found a purpose that help him live from day to day. Isn't that all that counts? One day at a time. I wish my son and my grandson could fine a purpose that counts for them, they are still wondering around trying to understand why they are the way they are, different. I tell them that we are all different, that some can manage better then other is what makes the difference. Most of us don't care about the whys, what, where, when and the howcomes it's not a big deal, we just except things the way they are. Which is right , which is wrong? Maybe they are the lucky ones.

Mike Thrash
Mike Thrash

You know, Speakintruth, I found this article to be a breath of fresh air. I suffer from Bipolar ll/Depression, and while I take a mutitude of meds to control it, those same meds do not always work properly. Like the subject of the article, I also did my share of drugs and alcohol in an attempt to control my symptoms, before I was ever diagnosed.

I believe that your comment about having a bullet put in their head is quite insensitive and rather juvenile. Just because you used massive amounts of coke and didn't suffer any long term affects, does not give you the right to bash others who actually have true mental illness. Most of us used drugs and alcohol in order to cope. You just seemed to have used it because you were an idiot.

Actually - let me clarify my last statement - you used by choice: we used because we didn't understand that we were ill. We just didn't know it at the time.

Anonymous
Anonymous

Thank you Mike for the affirmation. I've had my share of alcohol abuse and chose to stop several years ago. And although I've not had the same struggles as my son. As for the comment I won't even respond to about being an ass and my providing my real name; I learned many years ago that mine and my sons problems is no one's business...! And there are too many bullets in too many heads worldwide to even consider answering the post. At least you've walked in similar shoes which is more than I can say for others out there...including my own son!

Bbshop
Bbshop

I enjoyed reading the article, and concidering how rampent Meth is in the phoenix area it's nice to read how someone was able to get of the drug I hope Mr Shelton can stay off the meth and find peace and purpose in his life with his illness

Rorewood44
Rorewood44

Nice comment, ass. Write your real name before you open your pie hole like this. By the way, it's "their," not "there"

Speakintruth
Speakintruth

Ok, this is stupid. I did my share of drugs for a long time. I was buying coke in quantities to do that would make most think I was dealing. But this jackass gets an article because he's losing touch with reality? Whatever retard reads into this should go out back and put a bullet in there head. Hell, this guy should do the same.

listenhere
listenhere

Hey at least he actually doing something with his boxing research other then drugs. He discover a lot of things from the past that boxing historians didn't know of. What about you douche? You still snorting? Is that why your talking a lot of shit about him?

Marykcroft
Marykcroft

Each of us needs to find a passion in life. Mr. Shelton is no different than others who throw all their energy into art, or music, or exploring the desert. This is a lovely story, and I'[m happy to hear about someone who is a historian with a passion for finding the truth! The other parts of his life may still be tough, but he is much better off than someone with a comfortable but dull life with no passion.

Bob
Bob

Mental illness has not slowed the New Times staff.

Anonymous
Anonymous

I'm intimately familiar with this kind of Mental/Nervous disorder that happens to affect my son whose in his 20's. Except he tried meth along with many other substances to "self medicate". His actual diagnosis was "hyper manic". Or some have called it "borderline personality disorder". He's off hardcore drugs, but still struggles with the outbursts, ranting and raving etc. The poetry this gentleman wrote about how a knife can wound you on the outside which can heal, but the wounds inside are much worse, is spot on! Especially with someone like my son who doesn't believe in synthetic/prescription drugs. There's always been a stigma attached to a mental/nervous disorder, however much research has shown a chemical imbalance is present in the brain. It's like an addiction...some people would like to trivialize it a sign of weakness or "he/she's just "crazy". But believe me, it's a disease. After reading this article and having to manage crisis/care/intervention for my son for over 13 years, I have to say it has been one of the most difficult things a parent can struggle with. I appreciate the article and like Shelton, my son is a historian, very well read and a bright guy. Hopefully, one day he'll use his talent for good and make positive changes in others who need help! Anonymous.

 
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